i never realized how much i am going to miss my grandpa until i picked up my phone receiver and dial his number.
when i heard his voice, i realized that i’m going to miss him very much and was fighting back tear during our brief conversation. and tears are flowing freely while i’m typing this in my office.
My grandpa is always concerned and ask about his children and grandchildren well-being. “is everything ok? how have you been?”
now, is my turn to call and ask how is he doing? i really miss him alot, knowing that i won’t be seeing him for the next 6 months.
I called him earlier and told him that I’ve not since him for many weeks, and would love to have dinner with him on tomorrow night.
My heart is also full of guilt of not spending enough time with my 85 year old grandpa. He is such a funny man. He always tells us jokes and makes our tummy ache. and he is also brilliant with numbers! He doesn’t believe in calculator or phone book! he is blessed with a memory of 100GB i believe!! you can always test him if you don;t believe me. 🙂
Whenever i need a relative number, i will call him for SOS and he will response within a few seconds with the tel no. just so amazing.
I know i’m being selfish. but I always pray and ask God not to take my grandpa away. Ever since grandma gone to heaven, I know he is missing her alot. Sometimes he will sat down in a corner and ponder on their memories. I know…it hurts me alot to see him sad. but still, i cannot be happy if he goes.
ok…i will stop here. else, i cant stop this tears.